Feeling Lonely

There are times when lonliness takes over.

Needing something tangible. Not saying that the Lord is not near. Just needing someone. The Lord knows what I mean.

You don't know which way to turn. You go to those who seem to fill that lonliness. Sometimes they are there, then other times they are not. How does that old saying go? What's meant to be, will come back around. How many times I ask? I don't know *shrugs*.

Maybe I am wrong or it isn't what I think it is, hope it is or maybe I exspected too much. I just wished that there was a way for someone to explain it to me, because I really don't know.

This has got to be one of the hardest things that I have come to know in my life. It's hard to cope with something that you can't explain. It's hard to live without something that is just so real.

Waiting... still. Not knowing what to do, still.