Still sick

I haven't been this sick in years. Lonliness becomes me more then ever. Going on two years now, as if there had been a relationship even before then. I am just ready to love again and be loved. I am tired of feeling this way. I have so much to give, but you know me..

I think that I will start my book here soon, now that my mind is clearer then before. There is still so much unshared feelings that I believe I need to express before I begin. Sounds strange, but if you knew more, it would make perfect sense to you.

Still looking for a night time job, to suffice. School is almost out and I will be jobless (besides housecleaning) so I need something else to do.

I need a friend. Someone to listen to me and make me feel good. I need...